Yesterday we had our second appointment at Sacred Waters Birthing Center in Eugene. This was called our “initial” visit where we fill out paperwork and all that jazz. We got to spend time with our midwife, Anita, and the new midwife assistant Carla. The atmosphere was so relaxed and comfortable. I felt like I could pour my heart out to these women and tell them everything. I felt so supported and loved. I felt immense gratitude, deep down into my bones, for having such beautiful women to support us during this pregnancy. I felt like we found our perfect fit and wanted to praise the Angels! Jeff was feeling the exact same way. We had such a great time.
While talking to Anita and Carla, I realized that I’ve been counting the time of my pregnancy differently. I was estimating from my guess of our window of conception. In the medical field, they actually count it from the first day of your last period (moon cycle.) So I thought I was 5 weeks pregnant when I got my calender out, but it turns out I am actually considered 7 weeks pregnant (as of yesterday) even though the baby is about 5 weeks old technically. I know, it can seem confusing. But I’m glad for the clarification because my mom’s friend told me about a website called www.babycenter.com where you can type in the first day of your last period and they will tell you your estimated due day. You also have the option, if you sign up, to get weekly e-mails telling you about your baby’s growth. So this week, at 7 weeks pregnant, our little baby is the size of a blueberry. Our baby has already grown from a sesame seed to a blueberry. Wow! Change is happening fast.
I’m feeling changes in my body. I’ve been feeling more emotional. I cry easier and feel so sentimental. I’ve been getting so much hungrier than usual, especially in the mornings. One morning I woke up starving. The burner on the stove didn’t seem to be working and I started getting frustrated. I was so hungry I felt like crying. Then I had to laugh at myself at how dramatic I was being. But it was also a good lesson for me, letting me know how important it is to keep my blood sugar level. I need to be snacking and eating frequently. I am eating for two now. It’s been bringing out my inner-hobbit. First breakfast, second breakfast, brunch, lunch, afternoon snack, supper, dinner…. Okay, that might be a little of an exaggeration, but I sure feel like a hobbit some days! π
Bless Jeff’s heart, he has been so wonderful through it all. When I’m emotional, he tells me how much he loves me. This morning I woke up and heard Jeff coming up the stairs. He surprised me with breakfast in bed. He knows how hungry I’ve been first thing in the morning and he could not have done anything that meant more to me than that sweet gesture. We ate together, it was such a great way to start the day.
When I went downstairs, the house was already warm from a fire he started early this morning.
I feel so blessed.
I have Jeff, my wonderful husband, constantly by my side. Loving me and supporting me.
I have the constant support of my family.
The support of my friends.
And the support of a whole group of glorious midwives.
And I feel like saying “Thank You! Thank You!”
Thanks so much Crystal, your words mean a lot to me. Tell me about your dreams- I want to hear more! π
I love reading your blog! You put things so beautifully. I wish we were able to get on our land and have a life like yours. Hopefully soon!
Oh yes Jessica! Thank you for reminding me! π
Dear me, how could I forget? π
Don’t forget elevensies. Every hobbit knows it’s the most important meal of the day. π