Wednesday morning I awoke from a beautiful dream.
In my dream, Jeff and I discovered a creek we’d never been to before. There was a part that was surrounded by tall earth so we had our own private spot. There were trees everywhere. It was so beautiful.
Jeff hung out by the edge of the water. I took off my clothes and got in. I knew it was the middle of winter, and yet the water felt so comfortable to me. There was a deeper part in the creek where I submerged myself completely. It felt so incredible. I was in pure bliss being in the water.
I was describing to Jeff how wonderful it felt. He’s not much of a water person like I am. He was content to hang out with me from dry land.
I was trying to describe just what I was experiencing to him, but it was hard to put into words. It felt like the water was clearing all the energy centers in my body. I remember the overwhelming tingling sensation at the very top of my head. It felt like all of the cells in my body were tingling with new awareness.
Every now and then he would climb to the highest spot and look around to make sure no one else was nearby. He was protective of my privacy.
With his protection, I felt like I could completely let go.
Let go of all my worries.
Let go of everything, but the bliss I was feeling.

I wanted to stay in the water forever.
I wanted to live in it.